Falling in love

Falling in love is inevitable.

It can happen to anyone at any time, without even a prior notice. It just happen. It happens to people with different background, different situation, various age and sex.. this is really a non-categorized feeling. It is so abstract, can't be described and explained logically.

At first, we think that it is just a normal and easy-to-go-away-fling. Then tried to look at the bad side of it, try to deny. Try to think that it is actually nothing, just a matter of mellow heart or seeking of an affection. Then also try to think that this is just because a particular condition and situation which support this to happen. Further, start to think ahead whether or not to be bold with it. Sometimes it will drives us crazy, thinking the right or wrong, the yes or no, the acceptable and unaceptable.

Still we can't help ourselves but to enjoy the feeling .. feel glad to see that someone.. so deperate to hear any news.. so wanting to have any kind of connection with. And it feels so damn good.. when that chance comes, no matter short it is.. it will lighten our day.. it will make us can't stop smiling.. it will brighten up our face.

Then it will plays with us so ruthlessly..keep coming and going away and drives us mad.

Then, to make it more complicated, as if it is not complicated enough... it has to deal and linked to other part of our life, such as the society, people,w ho will see, and comment and judge. Compromize with our own norm...our own priority. And fighting with chances and times, to go with it and sink.. or to be playing hard-ball and cut it just like that.

But still how hard it is.. we can't resist the feeling.. the feeling that we didn't want to admit or we don't want it to continue. The feeling that even we don't realize.. until it is too late..

And at that time.. always regret comes : and the only thing we can say, is why it is always too late to realize...

(for somebody...)